Thinking out loud ...Wednesday ramblings

I woke up today with a completely different mindset from the previous months before. I was shrouded in darkness and for awhile that's all I could see was the dark. 

I knew people meant well but they had no idea what I was going through everyday what felt like forever. I was angry and I saw darkness and red. 

I wondered "why" a lot with no real explanations to why my life was turned upside down when it was finally where I wanted it to go.. 

I have always thought of myself as a decent person but was I being punished for something? Was this karma biting me in the ass? 

I stopped caring and was just mean for no reason and so out of character to the people that I loved. I guess sickness will do that to you. 

I am hoping that I am finally getting better so I can begin living my life and start traveling once again. 

I want to finish my goals and just get the things accomplished I started last year. 

Good afternoon,

 It has been exactly a year since I last blogged. Around this time last year I had started school at Ross Medical for Medical Billing and Coding and was supposed to graduate in April. Life did not go as planned and things went very wrong at the beginning of the year (this year 2016)

I had the most difficult third trimester which resulted in me being hospitalized four months and two additional hospital stays this fall. (hospital stays from 2/19 to 6/17/16 & 8/29 to 9/16 & 9/19 to 10/04)

I have been through hell and back literally, and it will all be chronicled in my new book that will be out this February 2017. I will release the title late December with the picture of the cover of the book. The book will contain poetry that I have written pre and post hospital stays, so it will be a little different. 

I am also happy to announce that I am coming out with another erotica poetry book as well. I hope you are all are excited about that. Ink Intimacy was supposed to arrive last year but some things don't go as planned.

My goals for 2017 is to get those two books ready for you all and that you will enjoy both and hopefully can appreciate hearing my story, because it has not been easy to write. 

Much love to you all,

-Patrice

"Lady Scribe"